Much has been irking me.
The littlest things set me off.
I feel so fucked up inside the only time I even feel remotely good about myself is when I’m sitting in front of the computer screen eating ice cream and watching Big Bang Theory.
I hate that my KFC craving has gone unfulfilled for more than 2 weeks.
And among a thousand other things, I keep missing Natalie, Jamie, Julia so much I just want to curl up in a ball and cry.
I am bothered.
I am frustrated.
I just want everything to leave me alone.
I want to delete Facebook. Change my phone number. Move to Boston, work in Barnes and Noble, and never come back.
I want to escape from me for a little bit.
Be somebody else.
Have a new face. A new personality. A new belief.
A new soul.
I need answers.
I need clarification.
I need everything to be justified.
But most of all,
These days,
I just really, really, really need
help.
